i know i have been absent, my dear, only a few days more

the identity crisis i am in the middle of...

not so much a crisis...

i feel as if ive rolled over and am playing dead while the other half of me is running around inside my life...

is that a crisis?

or have i finally lost it?

i dont feel like im out of control...

just like i dont really know who is.

Music

I've had this in my head all morning... Patsy Cline's Crazy . Whenever I go with mum to a gig I always requst that she sings this...I dont know why...I think it's prolie cuz she does it such justice... My mummie's amazing ^_^

I also love love love this , It's Love You, by The Free Design. It was/still is on a Toyota add, i think, where the cars all change. I love adds that have amazing music...i just HATE having to then find out what the song is...that usually takes months. I remeber when I first heard Florence and the Machine's Cosmic Love on the O2 add last year, before she got big obviously...that add tormented me for months...and then finally after recording it on my phone I played it for one of my friends, Elaine, and she instantly recognised it, thank god!!!

Enjoi ^_^

Eoghain took me to the cinema last night to see The Lovely Bones, I read the book I think either the first or second year that we moved to Ireland, and loved it! I purposly didn't watch any trailers, or read any reviews...and when people talked about the movie I just left the room or stuck my fingers in my ears.

O.M.G.

It did not disappoint..

I have never cried that much during a film.

AMAZING

Thats all I'll say on it

True Blue

Blue is one of those colours that not many people can fault. It is the colour attributed to the throat chakra, which governs communication, as is associated with being trustworthy, dependable and committed.

Because the sky and the ocean are both blue, the rise and fall of the tides, the telling of the time of day, blue is a constant in our lives. We are surrounded by blue, even though it doesnt really occur in nature, we still see it everywhere...the mail boxes in America are blue (a reference to communication?)

But the most interesting thing I found out today about blue, is that of all birds, owls are the only ones that can see the colour blue...how perfect is that?!

I was thinking about calling the first picture owl babies, cuz mum is obsessed with owls...and we are her babies...i know i know...a bit obvious...but i like it...

And also, because me and the boy are so close, i thought blue would be appropriate for our connected portrait. We talk, ALOT...he is my confidante, we communicate in unspoken words also. i think its something that comes with being siblings...

I like 'true blue' as well...it refers to loyality, and faithfulness...i think me and eoghain will be loyal towards each other to the last. i mean, he sat all the way through The Lovely Bones with me tonight, and didnt even make fun of me for crying all the way through it...who else can say that they have a brother like that?

The End