"That awkward moment when you realize your sitting on a bear and not a chair"
Im getting things ready for my first ever, proper submission. Im excited, scared, worried, nervous, hopeful and hopeless. If college has taught me anything, it's that you don't put all your eggs into one basket, and never hold your breath for anything, because being let down in the worst feeling, worse their failure. I know.
I feel like Im working towards an assessment...which isn't exactly what I was expecting. I thought if I was doing something for myself, really myself, I wouldn't be this stressed about it. I would be able to take breaks and go for walks and relax and not feel so...stressed...
All I can do is my best, and it's about the experience at the end of the day, not if I get picked or not. I know how these things work. They have an idea in their heads about what they want the show to look like, and if my stuff is just a bit different, then it doesn't matter if it's good or not, it wont get in, end of. And I just have to be ready for that.
But yes, going to give it my best shot. My very best :)